yeah, its birthday thailand and away.. im writing this post on the sly in thailand.. yes, im using someone's internet and put in this important entry..

celebrated sH 21st birthday a week ago.. met her outside finally face to face after 4 years.. haha.. went to eat, chatted a bit and sent her back home.. finally, i gave her my last min present before she returned to her block.. when she opened up, she kept thanking me.. to a point where i said it was enough already.. her eyes were like watery and stuff, all of a sudden.. gave her a necklace with her fav colour as the colour of the gem.. i guess it should be enough for those encouragement she gave me along the way, even though we did not met, even though she went through a difficult period and i was not in spore..

when i chatted with her, i felt very awkward.. on one hand i could chat as a friend, on the other, i felt we were trying hard on both sides to find something to talk about.. when her eyes were watery, i dunno if she was touched or she was sleepy already.. guess i am thinking too much.. all these years, maybe i have been thinking too much.. focusing too much attention on her..

i guess it is an indication after this outing.. it is time to move on..

thailand was fun but tension was there.. will update more when i get back..

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