N Friday, December 22, 2006
what a break.. whole week on leave.. bluffing pple that im not in spore.. out to do business on my own.. doing some riduculous test paper involving almost 1000 mcq qns.. fed up with pple not replying my messages and it is out of goodwill that i share this information..
is it because of my tone? is because of my serious, no-nonsense attitude? or am i juz too irritating?
du lan..wat do i do during my break? drive my dad's car around.. be anonymous for a whole week.. spend some time with my some of my frens who encourages me on to do my own business.. of cuz ordered a new laptop.. of cuz not to forget to pay for the petrol and parking fee and the cashcard that i enjoy splurging on.. driving is really a
shuang thing to do.. dun need to think bout anything.. enjoy the speed and the adranaline rush while pumping the accelerator.. of cuz to top it off, there is nobody to supervise or nag beside u while u r driving.. orchard road has been a challenge to me.. i overcomed it.. parking has been a prob for me.. well, i passed marginally.. rain for these few days was so bad that i could hardly even see the lane markings and the cars behind me.. luckily, i did not hit those flood prone area, if not my dad would kill me.. there was a power failure leading to erp gates not functioning properly.. lucky me.. cuz my cashcard has no money left already at that point of time.. haha..
i dread going back to work.. not because the work sucks.. because of the people that i deal with.. cant i have bosses who are forgiving enough? i do admit everyone enters a shithole when they start working.. it is a matter of whose shithole is larger.. i dun wanna complain.. no point as well.. if i have bosses who are forgiving, any kind of shit i can still take though.. i tried to be forgiving to my men, but i was viewed as too soft a leader.. guess it's not so easy either.. balance is so difficult to reach.. so now wat? i dun want to take this break to go and think about it.. no use also.. no actions, no talk.. simple as that..
for now, concentrating on working my way up.. no.. i dun mean my working career.. it's the other one..
f**k man, that dotted line was just too tempting..
' the world continues to spin' , 1:19 am
